Flat Friday with added zing.

Feeling very insular today. I could cry quite easily If I allowed myself too. I feel flat and I don't do flat terribly well. It's quiet here. I want the girls to come home, but they have to stay at school.
However, my inner self tells me to look on the positive aspects of today and not dwell on the negative.
I don't feel down, just flat. And I guess everyone has days when they feel uninspired and dull.
I've embarked on something this week, something that has made me feel good about myself. But it also isn't real. And I have to stand back and take it at face value. Yep, I can do that.
I also want desperately to be normal again, back to where I was a few weeks back. Without the blip.
Actually I need a bit of human company at the very moment and, as much as I love you my little laptop, (my dear little laptop that took a computer expert one hour and 40 minutes to repair one teensy thing, my lappy is as complex as me!) You aren't doing it for me.
I'm going to wander round the local shops, where you're overdressed if you're wearing shoes and not slippers.
Going to see if I can spot the locals Clarrie, esp him in the combats.... Cool stuff.
I need to go back to work.