Monday, October 03, 2005

'Extreme Makeover: Home Edition' is ruining my life

ABC.com: ABC's 'Extreme Makeover: Home Edition' The Elcano Family.

I'm feeling a bit down this morning, silly bitch... I'll be ok later. But for a while there I sat and cried and felt very alone. If I had someone to call, I'd have made them come over to hug me.
Ever needed a hug?
So I decided to lie on the sofa and mindlessly watch TV and chill
Wrong!
Ty Pennington and the team are rebuilding a farm for a family who has lost their beloved father.
And the widow's reaction was over whelming, I just spent an hour sobbing.
Oh well, least it made me stop being such a self centred bitch for an hour.
The Effexor withdrawal is a nasty son of a bitch. But as I've always said, there's no gain without pain. Everytime I've ever wanted something bad enough, I've had to suffer to get it. Makes the achievement all the more satisfying.
But I do think I'll have to go Cold Turkey from the Extreme Makeover thing, because it's making me an emotional wreck.
And I don't need any extra help in that direction.



1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Honey, you are amazing! Just thought I'd let you know that :) Don't you forget it either. Warm, loving, instantly huggable and a true darling. Anytime you feel down because of this effexor poo, you remember you are loved. *hugs*
Good to see you making your way out of the darkness and back into the sunshine. If you feel that darkness creep up, it's just a cloud passing over. You ARE back in the sunlight, where you belong.
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