Helloooo

I feel good. I feel so much more myself now. I have no idea why I was so angry at the weekend. It seemed roll over from the psychiatrists appointment. Then going back to work feeling shit, then a death, then the fall and all the time wanting to be normal and do ordinary things and not feel like a weirdo.
Today, I had adult intelligent conversation at work, great conversation at home and feel so chilled.
I was working with a different doctor today. She was ok. Nice. I spoke to a senior doctor about my day yesterday. He was sympathetic and said he'd keep an eye on stuff. He said he hoped it wasn't a clash in personalities. I agree that I was rather short tempered yesterday but basically it wasn't my fault. But I'll try hard to be supportive and friendly in the weeks to come ;P
I watched a fantastic medical show on Living TV last night. Grey's Anatomy. About an interns first year on the wards in an American Hospital. Really good stuff. There was one bit where Dr Grey was looking through the maternity Suites Baby window and saw a neonate turn blue, she reported it to the baby doctors but they didn't listen. In the end she saved the day by insisting that someone look at the baby and found it had a major heart defect.
Right I'm off to stare at the work-men outside again. All three stripped to the waist and digging. Eye Candy for a Tuesday night.