Illogical Trin

Supertramp

"When I was young, it seemed that life was so wonderful,
a miracle, oh it was beautiful, magical.
And all the birds in the trees, well they'd be singing so
happily,
joyfully, playfully watching me.
But then they send me away to teach me how to be sensible,
logical, responsible, practical.
And they showed me a world where I could be so dependable,
clinical, intellectual, cynical.
There are times when all the world's asleep,
the questions run too deep
for such a simple man.
Won't you please, please tell me what we've learned
I know it sounds absurd
but please tell me who I am".

Logic defies me some days. When I was really ill, I had no emotions. Everything was black or grey and sounded under water. Now I sometimes find it hard to deal with my emotions and anxieties. But I promise I'm trying hard.
Be patient Trin.
I now have
More good days than bad. More fun than tears. More love than hatred. More Understanding, More compassion and more red wine please.
More momentary blips than day long lows.
One day I'll be able to stop saying sorry every 20 seconds ..... WOW.