Just a diary

WTF am I fretting about? Sometimes I could shake myself. I really am not a pathetic piece of humanity. I am a strong, intelligent and willful woman.
This is just a diary and when I am better I can look back on this and feel king of the castle for having beaten it. Then hopefully be able to support others and maybe start to chip away at the total lack of psychiatic support there is in South Bristol ATM.
I've never been a good 'patient' always frustrated when unwell. Wanting to be better right NOW. Not enjoying laying in bed, a waste of time.
I do feel genuinely unwell ATM. It is hard maintaining a 'normal' life, working and running a house when I'm like this. But at least I haven't had a terrible Tragedy befall me like Katie's mum has.
Be grateful for what you have. Take a day at a time and remember my life is half full and NOT half empty.
The girls are making me laugh here, Abby just got up. 'The Kraken Wakes' doesn't begin to describe her morning persona.
She's telling me she needs new school uniform... For the last year. New polo shirts and jumpers. Last years are faded. Yeah yeah yeah. Next life I'm coming back as a big fat loved cat.