uh oh

Right, I know you're all thinking what now?
Today started fine. I was ok, I slept in. Got myself sorted and was fully in the mood for work. I arrived on time. It was quiet. One patient in there being admitted. I went to help. Joined in and did my work.
About an hour later I began to feel very negative vibes towards me and I was frankly a bit perplexed. No idea why and tired to ignore it, until me and a very senior doctor got a verbal lashing. We were both shocked and moved away. Once alone I quietly apologised and that was the end of it.
Then the certain person went home.
I remarked to my other colleague that I was shocked at the outburst earlier. Then the shit hit the fan.
She told me the other person had gone to complain about me. She'd been crying, she said I was overbearing, interfering and critical.
Now, this is a very fragile week. I am a hard task master, I expect 100% of myself and others. But I think I'm fair and do it with humour and good will.
Maybe I don't, Maybe I really am crap.
They said it wasn't my problem but hers. But I'm having a slidey time. I feel a bit unsteady this week.
I got upset... Rather upset. Like ripping my hair out upset.
I haven't done that in ages and ages.
It's ok, I was alone. It wasn't infront of patients or anything.
Then I ceased to function and got sent home.
With huge doubts and my little self worth I've tried to build up.
I'm also really sad that we don't really all get on. That there is this awful back stabbing.
I don't want to go back there.