ramblings

How I love Green Day. Maybe I'm not normal. Music and lyrics still talk to me. Just as strong as they did when I was a teen. I remember agonising over lyrics and believing music was the only thing who understood me.

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone

(Green Day 'Boulevard of Broken Dreams ')

I feel like I'm constantly reaching out, trying to connect. And sometimes I think I cracked it and feel elated, then I get hit back with a huge stick. And the knock backs are worse each time. Each time I feel more hurt. Maybe that's a good sign, that I FEEL stuff now. I dunno.
Maybe I just talk a load of crap. Ha! Yep that's probably it.