I'm sorry if I said anything to upset anyone today. I feel a bit paranoid. Anyways I didn't mean it, whatever I did that I don't know about ok?
:)
Thursday, February 03, 2005
Round and Round
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The very entertaining tumble dryer. More exciting than Trisha and Richard and Judy combined. This is for you Shaly. Fussy knickers...I spelt your name right now.
Neighbours
I'm having a mattress delivered tomorrow for Abby. I just popped in to give my neighbour the key incase he comes early. She's a nice girl. She'd given up smoking a few months back and put on a bit of weight and been a bit down about it. She told me she's seen her doctor. 'My Love' I told her 'You don't need a doctor, what you need is a vibrator, Orgasms release seritonin, make you happy'
She laughed, but not sure she's met anyone like me before!
The neighbours the other side just knocked. Have I got ten or fifteen pounds they could borrow? They need to get to a funeral.
Hmm I wish I had ten or fifteen pounds for me! Bloody cheek.
I had a good day. We all went to the gym...Including Abby. Me and Danz did about 15 lengths...Actually she did more. But wow I'm getting pretty fast now. I beat her loads of times in a race. Abby did about three then was whacked...Poor love (haha) The play is taking all her creative energy.
I found a new friend online, who lives close. I spoke to her tonight and she's great. Sounds whacky, like me really.
And Clarrie's gonna buy her train tickets, to come see me, tomorrow roll on next weekend. I got the wine in Girl.
Working 12 hours tomorrow. Hope it's quiet.
Loves you all
xxx
She laughed, but not sure she's met anyone like me before!
The neighbours the other side just knocked. Have I got ten or fifteen pounds they could borrow? They need to get to a funeral.
Hmm I wish I had ten or fifteen pounds for me! Bloody cheek.
I had a good day. We all went to the gym...Including Abby. Me and Danz did about 15 lengths...Actually she did more. But wow I'm getting pretty fast now. I beat her loads of times in a race. Abby did about three then was whacked...Poor love (haha) The play is taking all her creative energy.
I found a new friend online, who lives close. I spoke to her tonight and she's great. Sounds whacky, like me really.
And Clarrie's gonna buy her train tickets, to come see me, tomorrow roll on next weekend. I got the wine in Girl.
Working 12 hours tomorrow. Hope it's quiet.
Loves you all
xxx
Persist Stalker
I haven't heard from stalker for some time now and had thought I'd finally won the battle. It's a bit worrying because this guy actually knows where I live and has dropped round out of the blue but not for a long time. So I was shocked to get this email. Wonder what he's after? Duh!
It's so blatant that he wants a shag. No pretence there at all.
The 'selection of nuts' sounds appealing :P . His idea of nice relaxing music is Acker Bilk and that might damage my hearing. And this long distance chastity belt thing? I don't get that. Do I just ignore?
It's so blatant that he wants a shag. No pretence there at all.
Don't you ever feel like a nice romantic evening. Nice warm fire, bottle of wine, selection of nuts, fruit, chocolate and nice relaxing music. Snuggle up to me, nice cuddles, warm kisses and letting things simply happen.
I certainly wish we were (are) doing that right now. Bit fed up! Doesn't it appeal to you. Hope it does and that it happens in the near future. Must be great holding the key to let it happen or not - like a long distance chastity belt!
Hope to speak, see and just enjoy life in a nice way very soon.
The 'selection of nuts' sounds appealing :P . His idea of nice relaxing music is Acker Bilk and that might damage my hearing. And this long distance chastity belt thing? I don't get that. Do I just ignore?
Girl Guides
Danz started guides back in September time. I brought her the official uniform and off she went. Now I may have said before but her guider 'Cap' had mentioned to me something about how she didn't like the new uniform. But as those who know me well realise. I'm not much good at listening sometimes.
Danz began to tell me that she was the only one in her type of uniform. And yes not unlike the Midwich Cuckoos' All the girls are dressed the same. In light blue sweat shirts and black trousers and sashes. Danz has the new 'funky' uniform.
As a guide leader I know the story behind the uniforms. In the 60's, 70's and 80's the guides uniforms were basically the same. Shirts and ties and hats. But during
the latter part of the 90's a drop of girls attending guides happened. They looked into it and many changes were made. The organisation was updated bang 21st century. The pre existing view that guiding led girls into being subservient women ended. They stopped being taught things like ironing, housekeeping, serving.
Plus the uniform changed. Girls didn't like being seen out by their peers in some frumpy clothes that weren't cool and identified them as being different.
Girls now can choose what they wear. The clothes are comfortable and modern.
'Cap' doesn't seem to do modern. The old uniform is now defunked. You can't buy it. So Cap has bought a job lot of light blue sweatshirts at Primark and sewn the girl
guide badge on. Sashes are now old news. So Cap has had some made and told Danz she HAS to wear one.
So what to do? Rock the boat with Cap and Danz might drown. She is the ONLY one in the 'right' uniform. We'll see. But my girls will NEVER be subservient. (well except Danz when she does the housework for her mummy lol)
Danz began to tell me that she was the only one in her type of uniform. And yes not unlike the Midwich Cuckoos' All the girls are dressed the same. In light blue sweat shirts and black trousers and sashes. Danz has the new 'funky' uniform.
As a guide leader I know the story behind the uniforms. In the 60's, 70's and 80's the guides uniforms were basically the same. Shirts and ties and hats. But during
the latter part of the 90's a drop of girls attending guides happened. They looked into it and many changes were made. The organisation was updated bang 21st century. The pre existing view that guiding led girls into being subservient women ended. They stopped being taught things like ironing, housekeeping, serving.
Plus the uniform changed. Girls didn't like being seen out by their peers in some frumpy clothes that weren't cool and identified them as being different.
Girls now can choose what they wear. The clothes are comfortable and modern.
'Cap' doesn't seem to do modern. The old uniform is now defunked. You can't buy it. So Cap has bought a job lot of light blue sweatshirts at Primark and sewn the girl
guide badge on. Sashes are now old news. So Cap has had some made and told Danz she HAS to wear one.
So what to do? Rock the boat with Cap and Danz might drown. She is the ONLY one in the 'right' uniform. We'll see. But my girls will NEVER be subservient. (well except Danz when she does the housework for her mummy lol)
Picture Urn
eBay
Only 6 days left better hurry. Incase you forget whose ashes are inside the box. Shame...no-ones bid yet wonder why?
Only 6 days left better hurry. Incase you forget whose ashes are inside the box. Shame...no-ones bid yet wonder why?
babies die because of circumcision
- Feb 2, CNN Rabbi infecting babies
Now come on. Would you let ANYONE , Doctor, Nurse, Husband, priest...suck your baby boys penis? The police are investigating that he gave the children herpes. I say..... paedolphilia.
I cannot believe the stupidity of some people and the blind faith in something.
Now come on. Would you let ANYONE , Doctor, Nurse, Husband, priest...suck your baby boys penis? The police are investigating that he gave the children herpes. I say..... paedolphilia.
I cannot believe the stupidity of some people and the blind faith in something.
Doherty arrested after 'assault'
BBC NEWS
So Pete get's arrested again for assault. Agreeing to do some article for the Mirror, they photograph him taking Heroin. Charges were dropped though because the mirror were scared he'd kill himself in jail and they'd get the back lash.
This guy is ill, he desperately needs help. He's about as screwed up as they come. Someone needs to do a Dot Cotton on him and lock him up in a bedroom for a year. It's all very sad, sad that he's so mixed up on drugs, sad that because of that the media are all over him like rats, sad that he's being immortalised by the music press, setting him up for a big Kurt Cubain type exit from this world.
So Pete get's arrested again for assault. Agreeing to do some article for the Mirror, they photograph him taking Heroin. Charges were dropped though because the mirror were scared he'd kill himself in jail and they'd get the back lash.
This guy is ill, he desperately needs help. He's about as screwed up as they come. Someone needs to do a Dot Cotton on him and lock him up in a bedroom for a year. It's all very sad, sad that he's so mixed up on drugs, sad that because of that the media are all over him like rats, sad that he's being immortalised by the music press, setting him up for a big Kurt Cubain type exit from this world.
Music GCSEs to get Britpop option
BBC NEWS
Wow what a fab option. I know a few kids (and adults) who'd sail through that. But BritPOP? Not sure about that word. Music that has changed and molded over the years...the Clash, Beatles, Sex Pistols, Oasis, Bowie... that kind of stuff. But not Pop. Bloody hell who could do a four page essay on why Michelle MacManus's career failed so miserably? Actually I guess the whole Pop Idol Hype would make interesting studying.
Glad I'm not at school again though. Abby's so stressed with stuff.
Wow what a fab option. I know a few kids (and adults) who'd sail through that. But BritPOP? Not sure about that word. Music that has changed and molded over the years...the Clash, Beatles, Sex Pistols, Oasis, Bowie... that kind of stuff. But not Pop. Bloody hell who could do a four page essay on why Michelle MacManus's career failed so miserably? Actually I guess the whole Pop Idol Hype would make interesting studying.
Glad I'm not at school again though. Abby's so stressed with stuff.
Last Nite
Bad night's sleep. Ipod's fault. I started to listen to some music and ended up listening to 2 hours worth. I have a new favourite song of the moment. Beautiful South 'Living Thing'. Last night I was singing it and the harmonies very loudly. I think I need the album now.
Then I slept for an hour to be woken up by Kizzy loving me. Trouble with Kiz, her idea of loving involves clawing at my chest. Honest, I have wounds!
Then she wrapped herself round my neck and purred loudly. She's not an overtly affectionate cat and when she cuddles me in bed, I always feel loved.
I fell asleep to be awoken not long later by Cat War 2005. Bailey had jumped on the bed and was asserting her position as favoured cat "I'm the baby, sod off".
There was a lot of growling and snarling going on. Bailey is either very stupid or very brave because she wasn't put off at all. She held her position of advance. Kizzy got very mad and her fur went up, her tail was whacking me in the face, then she gave up and stormed off the bed in a flurry of fur and noise. Middle cat syndrome.
So then I got up to use the bathroom. I'm sat there half asleep in a world of my own and Taylor the number one cat comes and jumps on my lap. Why have I got three cats?
Also why have I got 2 kids? This morning they've argued and fought and bitched and shouted and moaned. Girls!
Then I slept for an hour to be woken up by Kizzy loving me. Trouble with Kiz, her idea of loving involves clawing at my chest. Honest, I have wounds!
Then she wrapped herself round my neck and purred loudly. She's not an overtly affectionate cat and when she cuddles me in bed, I always feel loved.
I fell asleep to be awoken not long later by Cat War 2005. Bailey had jumped on the bed and was asserting her position as favoured cat "I'm the baby, sod off".
There was a lot of growling and snarling going on. Bailey is either very stupid or very brave because she wasn't put off at all. She held her position of advance. Kizzy got very mad and her fur went up, her tail was whacking me in the face, then she gave up and stormed off the bed in a flurry of fur and noise. Middle cat syndrome.
So then I got up to use the bathroom. I'm sat there half asleep in a world of my own and Taylor the number one cat comes and jumps on my lap. Why have I got three cats?
Also why have I got 2 kids? This morning they've argued and fought and bitched and shouted and moaned. Girls!
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
I decided
I'm going to go for some online dating this year. If not I think I may die from the waist down. Wonder what they're like? Should make for some interesting blogging though. I joined a dating agency before. I turned down a bus driver from Lawrence Weston. I could have had free bus travel for life. Feck!
will this make the top ten popular baby names for 2005?
iraqi baby gets topical name:
"Iraqi Baby named 'Elections'
Baghdad - With many in Iraq regarding the first free vote in half a century as the rebirth of democracy, one woman who gave birth on Sunday named her baby girl 'Intikhabat', Arabic for elections, a newspaper reported. 'We called her Elections because she was born on this historic day when Iraqis elected their representatives at the national assembly,' the baby's aunt was quoted as saying by the Al-Sabah newspaper on Wednesday. The Baghdad daily said the baby, born at Baghdad's Al-Alwiya hospital, was in good health."
"Iraqi Baby named 'Elections'
Baghdad - With many in Iraq regarding the first free vote in half a century as the rebirth of democracy, one woman who gave birth on Sunday named her baby girl 'Intikhabat', Arabic for elections, a newspaper reported. 'We called her Elections because she was born on this historic day when Iraqis elected their representatives at the national assembly,' the baby's aunt was quoted as saying by the Al-Sabah newspaper on Wednesday. The Baghdad daily said the baby, born at Baghdad's Al-Alwiya hospital, was in good health."
ice-cream sex
those crazy japs!
Now there's a fine way to sell ice-cream to kids. You may have to download the video...there's a link on the page. I REALLY want one of those ices now.
Now there's a fine way to sell ice-cream to kids. You may have to download the video...there's a link on the page. I REALLY want one of those ices now.
I hear the pope's not doing so well. Apparently he's not 'serious' but needed help to breath last night. Sorry but being on a Ventilator is pretty 'serious' So what if we need another pope? Where do you get Pope's from anyways? It's not like the Royal family where there's always another one in sucession to the throne. I reckon Bill would be a good Pope. I miss Bill, he loved England too. Saint Bill. Let's not let a little Blow Job get in the way of saintliness.
Wondrous Wednesdays
Today was a good day. A very good day. However I got up late and having to go to work was in a flap this morning. I washed my hair as normal but couldn't find the damn hairbrush. In a hurry I found this kiddies pocahontas brush and tried to do something with it. Then I realised I'd forgotten to put mousse in it. Shit, I thought, I'm going to look crap.
Well isn't it just typical. I got into work and three different people said my hair looked lovely and what had I done to it?? Crazy!
Work was very quiet. Luxuriously quiet. The new doctors started today, so being quiet was a huge relief. They were shown round the unit at about 2pm and a saw the consultant draw a big breath as he brought them into see me and my little unit.
'Hello I'm Trin and I'm lovely' I announced. They all smiled (its a good ice breaker that line) the Consultant said 'Right yes she's umm very lovely' I felt he wanted to add the word NOT to the end of the sentence.
I gave them the once over. I think I may be able to knock them into shape.
The docs who just left are having a night out and yay I can go! but WTF? It's a bloody curry house. I hate curry I hate the smell, taste and look of it. I'll just have to drink and have a few poppadums.
Anyways, I got home and took Bailey to the vets to have her sutures out. Poor little love. They were in so tight she yelped when they removed them.
Then we picked up Abby from Drama. Abby took ages coming out so I let her out of the cat box and she sat on the dashboard looking out the window. She's never seen buses before or flashing lights or so many kids or men in yellow jackets. It was sooo exciting. People kept stopping to look at the crazy woman with a kitten in her windscreen.
I had a phone call from Shelter to ask if they could use Abby's picture and story to promote shelter all over the country. So you may see my hellteen on billboards all over the UK. How delightful!
Well isn't it just typical. I got into work and three different people said my hair looked lovely and what had I done to it?? Crazy!
Work was very quiet. Luxuriously quiet. The new doctors started today, so being quiet was a huge relief. They were shown round the unit at about 2pm and a saw the consultant draw a big breath as he brought them into see me and my little unit.
'Hello I'm Trin and I'm lovely' I announced. They all smiled (its a good ice breaker that line) the Consultant said 'Right yes she's umm very lovely' I felt he wanted to add the word NOT to the end of the sentence.
I gave them the once over. I think I may be able to knock them into shape.
The docs who just left are having a night out and yay I can go! but WTF? It's a bloody curry house. I hate curry I hate the smell, taste and look of it. I'll just have to drink and have a few poppadums.
Anyways, I got home and took Bailey to the vets to have her sutures out. Poor little love. They were in so tight she yelped when they removed them.
Then we picked up Abby from Drama. Abby took ages coming out so I let her out of the cat box and she sat on the dashboard looking out the window. She's never seen buses before or flashing lights or so many kids or men in yellow jackets. It was sooo exciting. People kept stopping to look at the crazy woman with a kitten in her windscreen.
I had a phone call from Shelter to ask if they could use Abby's picture and story to promote shelter all over the country. So you may see my hellteen on billboards all over the UK. How delightful!
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Baby Jesus Anti-Fornication Thong
Baby Jesus Anti-Fornication Thong : Why Have You Forsaken the Baby Jesus?
Thinking of having sex beyond the boundaries of marriage? Well stop! Think about baby Jesus watching you hump. Tsk
100% combed cotton baby rib
Double-needle hemmed trim
Super soft high end woven elastic trim
Valentines approaches!
Thinking of having sex beyond the boundaries of marriage? Well stop! Think about baby Jesus watching you hump. Tsk
100% combed cotton baby rib
Double-needle hemmed trim
Super soft high end woven elastic trim
Valentines approaches!
Brat Camp
Wow what a bunch of bad kids. Totally out of control. No idea how they got them to agree to go. I guess it was that or prison for some of them. But I have to admit to a certain degree of sadistic pleasure out of watching these little shits suffer. My dad always said bring back 'National Service' and I thought typical old generation thing to say but these kids are privileged and cosseted and still steal, drink until they pass out, chain smoke and are anti social.
I hope they cut that pink out of that girls hair soon and break some of that defiant behaviour. Compulsive viewing.
I hope they cut that pink out of that girls hair soon and break some of that defiant behaviour. Compulsive viewing.
'Postcards' from edge of morality war
Kid's shows in the firing line again:
First it was spongebob. Banned for holding Patrick's little hand. Now Buster is under fire. Buster the talking rabbit from the popular 'Arthur' show has a new series called 'Postcards From Buster' he's been visiting various areas around the country, showing different people. But Buster has done wrong. He visited a same sex family. A family of kids that have 'two moms'. Bush's new educational secretary pulled the show. It doesn't fit in with America's Godly image.
"'I didn't understand what all the hullabaloo was about. It falls in line with what Buster has done in the past,' said Jeff Clarke, KQED's president and chief executive officer, during an interview Monday. 'He visits a Mormon family in Utah, and he visits with an African American cowgirl down in Houston. The whole idea is to showcase the local and regional differences that we have around the country.' "
Doesn't it just get worse and worse. Read the article. It's completely pathetic. Yep guys everyone is equal in America. Unless you're gay.
First it was spongebob. Banned for holding Patrick's little hand. Now Buster is under fire. Buster the talking rabbit from the popular 'Arthur' show has a new series called 'Postcards From Buster' he's been visiting various areas around the country, showing different people. But Buster has done wrong. He visited a same sex family. A family of kids that have 'two moms'. Bush's new educational secretary pulled the show. It doesn't fit in with America's Godly image.
"'I didn't understand what all the hullabaloo was about. It falls in line with what Buster has done in the past,' said Jeff Clarke, KQED's president and chief executive officer, during an interview Monday. 'He visits a Mormon family in Utah, and he visits with an African American cowgirl down in Houston. The whole idea is to showcase the local and regional differences that we have around the country.' "
Doesn't it just get worse and worse. Read the article. It's completely pathetic. Yep guys everyone is equal in America. Unless you're gay.
Gymming
My gym. That's my bag on the chair. This is the cafe area. In the distance there's the scary gym bit with all the equipment. I've only been in there once. I'm still dead scared of it all. Also everyone seems to know what they're doing and I haven't a clue. So I stick to the pool. Maybe one day I'll be brave enough to try again. It's full of nice fit sweaty men too...All those pheromones. I'm talking myself into it now!
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The little feet in the distance are Danz's as she walks to school and the little cat under the car is naughty Taylor. Taylor loves my car. He sits on the bonnet when it's warm. Pads all over the windscreen so all I can see are little muddy paw prints through the glass. He also follows Danz to school, which freaks her as she worries he'll get run over. I'm worried he has a bit of arthritis or something because he's more miserable than usual in the mornings.
Sinful Collette
Especially for Collette who phoned me today and told me about a dream she had that involved a mutual acquaintance of ours on the top deck of a London Bus.
I can't repeat the details here because innocent people read this web page (And that's not you C, S or J or you Shaley for that matter, miss Filthy and Gorgeous!) and besides I'm NOT a sinful woman, I'm as pure as my former Vicar.
The Logic of the 5 year old
Tonight was meant to be a Hawaiian Disco arranged by Fay but because of her poor dad we decided to make her cards instead. But of course we had to tell the girls why the disco wasn't happening. How to explain stuff to 5 year olds without worrying them. We needn't have worried. We told them about Fay and they all had a collective awww. Then we had a little talk about dying and had they had anyone close to them die? We had the normal granny and grandad, great granny who was very old. Then the hamster found dead in the cage. Then the goldfish who was floating onto the bowl and was still floating the next morning. Then they asked where people go when they die...How do they get up there? Do they fly? Then... "Well It's a good job people do die otherwise we wouldn't have enough houses to live in" (very matter of fact child)
They all had masses of questions. I left Marie to it and started the cards.
The cards were rather sweet. They all wrote something nice like 'we love you' and 'Hope you feel better soon' But H bless her, wrote 'Sorry your dad died hope you are happy soon' It's true I guess.
It's all so black and white to the 5 year old. Yet they are loving and caring. Some weeks both me and Marie think.. Oh heck we got Rainbows tonight, frankly we could do without it. But they are so special and rewarding. They make us laugh and amaze us. It's a good job this guiding business.
They all had masses of questions. I left Marie to it and started the cards.
The cards were rather sweet. They all wrote something nice like 'we love you' and 'Hope you feel better soon' But H bless her, wrote 'Sorry your dad died hope you are happy soon' It's true I guess.
It's all so black and white to the 5 year old. Yet they are loving and caring. Some weeks both me and Marie think.. Oh heck we got Rainbows tonight, frankly we could do without it. But they are so special and rewarding. They make us laugh and amaze us. It's a good job this guiding business.
Tuesday Chewie
Had a good day so far. Went to the gym... I'm still trying to find the optimum day when the pool's not so packed, it's hell. Thought I'd cracked it today but after 20 minutes the pool filled up with over 50's, to the point I couldn't even do a length. Then an instructor appeared and I realised there was a water aerobics class starting.
So I sat in the sauna for a while but that was noisy...full of Chinese ladies talking Chinese today!
Anyways the exercise did me good . Though when I did my hair and put on make-up at the mirrors I was shaking. Think I should have eaten something today.
Been a bit sad again today. But nothing intrinsic. Just sad because the world isn't a good place and so much unhappiness I can't do anything about. Even work's been sad. And last nights Dispatches about nurses made me sad I'm a nurse.
But I'm ok. Got a busy night with Rainbows and school meetings. Going to do a bit of digital photography and printing photos with them for a change. We're going to make Fay, our young leader a nice card too. Fay's dad died Sunday at 51. Very sudden and very shocking. Fay's such a beautiful mature and lovely person. She's a credit to him. Abby's upset too as she knew Fay's dad and thought he was lovely.
Isn't life sad sometimes?
Live for today. You never know what tomorrow will bring.
So I sat in the sauna for a while but that was noisy...full of Chinese ladies talking Chinese today!
Anyways the exercise did me good . Though when I did my hair and put on make-up at the mirrors I was shaking. Think I should have eaten something today.
Been a bit sad again today. But nothing intrinsic. Just sad because the world isn't a good place and so much unhappiness I can't do anything about. Even work's been sad. And last nights Dispatches about nurses made me sad I'm a nurse.
But I'm ok. Got a busy night with Rainbows and school meetings. Going to do a bit of digital photography and printing photos with them for a change. We're going to make Fay, our young leader a nice card too. Fay's dad died Sunday at 51. Very sudden and very shocking. Fay's such a beautiful mature and lovely person. She's a credit to him. Abby's upset too as she knew Fay's dad and thought he was lovely.
Isn't life sad sometimes?
Live for today. You never know what tomorrow will bring.
Neverland
Michael Jackson's trial begins today. I do believe that he is guilty of some of it. But I also believe he's a victim himself. A Man with a lost childhood, lack of real love and high expectations. I also believe he is mentally ill. But the worse bit is, he is a victim of the stupidity and greed of the parents of those young boys. Those people who wanted to get close to him, feel the money and stardom. They pushed their kids forward into his home and his bed. Shame on them.
MJ isn't a fit father, but he doesn't know that..Because he knows no better. Those kids of his need a more stable and normal life. Like he should have had. I'm not sure it's possible to give him a fair trail with the media circus that always surrounds him. But he needs help and am I naive to think he may get some? Probably.
(BTW Thanks to the Holy Moly newsletter for the picture)
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