Monday

Was awake half the night. Couldn't sleep so I did some work on the laptop. It kept flashing up these awful sex ads with pictures of women fingering themselves. Only the girls usually use that machine, so I decided I had to do something and paid £40 for Norton's best security with added stuff. Took forever to download and sort out but hopefully it's done something.
I also defragged and that took three hours.
I like being awake at night when no-one else is. It's refreshing and tranquil. Well apart from those damn cats who kept trying to attack the laptop screen in protest at the lack of attention they were getting.
This morning I'm calmer and a bit flat. I thought I was depressed yesterday but I now think I was manic.
Anyways Today is today and I'm up and dressed but no-where to go. Doesn't matter I'm fine.
I'm mad with the council and ready for an argument tomorrow. They didn't collect the trash on Friday which means we havent had rubbish collection since December 22nd. New Years Day when I was at my worse point I woke up to my rubbish strewn across the street. It was everywhere, I cried. But worse when I eventually got some clothes on and went out to pick it up...it was my bathroom waste. Sanitary towels and bathroom rubbish. How embarrasing and horrid. This might be a council estate but we deserve to be treated like anyone else. I might be the only one who pays council tax but so what!