Doctors

My Doctor's visit was a waste of time. I went in and he barely looked up. I told him I hadn't been well over new year. He didn't comment. I said I'd felt very manic. He didn't blink. I told him about my menstrual problem which I won't discuss here ! He made a noise like air escaping his throat.
I then told him about my painful coccyx. He sat up and said "Oh you'll have bruised it, it will be painful for weeks even months. Have some bloods taken and get yourself a smear done soon".He didn't even look at it? Didn't ask how I'd done it....FFS I could have blacked out, had low blood pressure anything.
I left. I went to the treatment room. They said sit and wait won't be long.
40 minutes later when everyone that had come in after me had been seen I was still there. I looked over at the desk where the nurses were laughing about something and I got up and left. I went to the desk to arrange a smear Appt. I stood there. No-one came to ask me what I wanted. I left there too.
You see guys, I have a thing about the doctors. It's a place where they try to take away your personal autonomy.
I also get agitated when I have to wait. I can wait for a while. I can think about other stuff and wait. In the psychiatrists office I sit by the wall and think about melting a lot.
But after 1/2 hour I get agitated. People keep looking at me. Sometimes they might try to talk. It smells there. It isn't clean. The chairs are full of germs. In work we have alcohol wipes and I clean the chairs. My ward is clean because I clean it and I know it's clean but when it smells you know it isn't clean.
I was good though. I taxed the car and stood in the ultra long smelly post office queue (I did treat myself to make-up in boots after) Plus I put oil in the engine. Hurray!
I also made a psychiatrist Appt for January. A vet's appt for Bailey to be spayed and paid the rent up to date.
I don't think I'm ever going to go to the doctor's again. They're all evil there.