Better

I feel better. Collette came round to see me and I realised how much I needed some human contact. Isn't it silly how the holidays affect us?
New Years Eve I was fine. Until I left work. Everyone was going home to someone. And I wasn't.
I thought about it. The Asian Tsunami has really affected me and I've watched tons of it. But I really needed to be able to talk about it. But there wasn't anyone.
Also I had a bit of a misunderstanding with my sister which hasn't helped at all.
Yesterday I didn't want to go to Disney...Still don't if truth be told but it's something I promised the girls for all the crap they had to put up with living in temporary housing for a year. I have to go though because they're on my passport.
I shall worry endlessly about the cats though and not feel secure till we get home.
I'm going to buy a lovely present for Collette. She loved my Christmas present. She told me. She likes my presents a lot.
I'm going to Cardiff with her in February for a while. That's something to look forward to. I'm safe with her.