A difficult Day is had by Trin

Not a great day all told. I had a letter to say I haven't paid the council tax for three months. I just forgot... But that's freaked me.
I have to call them, they seemed to be receptive to me calling and arranging something but I get scared calling these people.
I also had an email from the guy Friday night, not only did he comment about my weight but he also said I scared him and insinuated I was crazy.
Those of you who read this from time to time, will know that I have a few little 'issues' but I'm not crazy. I was really hurt and quite down about the comments. Maybe I'm not ready to date, maybe I never will be. Maybe I'm not good enough.
I told Abby what he said and she was mad, she said I am good enough. And he isn't good enough for me, infact she said no-one is. I'm perfect. She said even she isn't a good enough daughter for me. She's lush and I loves her.
I sent a email back to this guy.

Dear .......
I note your comments about me.
It was nice to have met you
Regards
Trinity

Does that sound like an email from a looney? I could have made some bitchy comments, dissed his personality, his manner with women. His meanness. But I chose not to.
Instead I let it go and just feel sad inside.
Good job he didn't upset me 2 months ago... Remember when I got referred for anger management... Load of crap.
So I deleted my account with the 'Illustrious' Adult Friend Finder and recommend that no decent person joins such a nasty site.
I'm not crazy. Am I?
I just had a horrible time. No one really knows the mental effort of being me.
Anyways. I'll try to be more 'up' tomorrow. So keep being my friends you lot.